weee

it's friday already.....LOL.....
well...nothing much here...
just a bit tired..
and well it's friday peeps!

have a great weekend to all of you...
wherever you are.....
just live the life...
be happy all the time....yea.
i know...we should live the life.
life is short...appreciate while you can..
grab each opportunity that you can...
do it for yourself.not for others..
till then
xx

eeeeeeee

eeee.tah pahape tah.
tu je nk cakap...!
byeee.....


jappp...why eh ade spesies makhluk tuhan yg begini...euww...
whateverrr.....
tu je...byeeee

harus ke?

hmm..lain orang lain ragam nya...kan kan kan?
nk jaga hati semua orang mmg xboleh la kan..
kite pun ada hati dan perasaan sendiri..

kita pun xboleh nk expect orang paham kita 100%
and kita pun xboleh nk paham orng 100%...
normal la tu...manusia..
ada yang macm ni ..ada yg macm tu,
ada yg ok,ada yg tak.
ada yg depan ok,tpi belakang?omg!
ada yg nmpk xok,tpi actually ok je!
huhu
see..this is life..
no pressure no life
tpi nk layan spesies2 manusia yg pelbagai ragam nie mmg susah la kan.
tpi nk buat cmne..go with the flow ajela kan...
xboleh nak puaskan hati semua orang..
so live the life!weee

erm

hmm.entah kenapa tibe2 rasa macm sedih pulak..boleh tak nak cry?
em...byk fikir cmni la kot?yeke?tidak la aku tahu.....lalalala...

anyone can explain why???pfft...

oiii..9pm please be hurry!!!!!!!!!
wanna go home..:(
booosaannn la weyhhh!!!!

aloha

errr...as usual hari ni oncall..ganti orang.huhu..malas sebenarnya nak oncall..lagi2 time tgh penat...oh-em-gee!mmg stress...lalalalala.

as usual jugak,time oncall ni la selalu pulak ada masa nak update blog..why?because im freaking bored here!!!!!pffft!..if kat rumah tu ade ala-carte entertainment...kan kan?haha..

kat sini...muka ubat je nampak....ubat sini,ubat sana,kiri kanan ubat.nak buat macam mane....dah kerja di hospital..deal with it..lol...

nak layan kerenah semua orang in one shot mmg xboleh la kan...grr...hanya Allah je yang tahu betapa stess nye ku disini..hari ni stress sikit...sikit je...hahaha...
ubat takde..kena lari pergi farmasi lagi satu..choiii.....nasib la boleh jalan laju...


baru nak 7pm...hoiii...cepat la 9pm....i nak balik ok!nak mandi then borak2 with beloved..then boom....zzzzzz...nak mimpi beloved...motiff?!...perut sakit...tanda lapar..tapi kan penat menguasai segala-galanya....mmg ada rasa mcm nak makan....tpi bila dah sampai rumah,tgk katil,terus dah xde feel nak makan..lalala...tido sudah....

hm..2 more hours to go...cepatla...:(..

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can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars

i could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now.

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easy come.easy go.

relax take it easy.

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falling out of love is hard,

falling for betrayal is worst

broken trust broken heart

i know..

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xx

hmmm.

hmm..semenjak dua menjak ni asyik emosional je..entah la,.mcm ada yg tak kena...tak tahu la ...jiwa kacau kot?maybe...emm....kadang2 bile kita nak seseorang tu ada dekat dengan kita, dia pulak takde.orang lain pulak muncul...then bile kita dah lali dgn ketidakhadiran itu,tiba2 dia muncul kembali...kenapa sekarang?kenapa?bila dah muncul tu,takde soalan ke nak tanya?how are you?sihat ke?ini tak.bukan nye nak terasa ke ape,tpi orang tu mmg rapat dgn kita,mestilah nk ditanya and such..right???tpi entah la...i taknak fikir bukan2.i don't wanna point at any party.just maybe it's just a feeling.not a serious one.


makin fikir makin pening.sekarang pun dah start pening...urgh..beberapa hari dah pening ni...anemic ke?mungkin la kot.kurang darah.huu....i don't wanna be in a tense mode again..tak larat dah.
hmm..

takpe la,mungkin die perlu masa to adjust..so jangan la fikir bukan2...nnt ok la tu..ya hopefully.dia mungkin ada problem,macam orang lain,ada problem...huhuhu..ok tu je.

ohh...entry ni takde kaitan dgn sesiapa..yang hidup ataupun yang telah meninggal dunia.PEACE!


peninglah!

oh.oh..HAPPY DECEMBER PEOPLE!:)

handsome?

tell me.is it important to have someone who is handsome in searching BF.?
well.it's normal.each girl wants handsome guys,all these hotties,6-pack guys,pocket full with $$$.ka-chingg!
I,myself fall in this category.well it's the truth right?even my best friend says the same thing too..but it's fate.you just can't judge a person via their face and such.it's inside that matters.

before you yourself get choosy,stand in front of your mirror and please rate yourself.lol.
im not that choosy.im kind of egoistic in giving chances.im not easy.i may look like one,but the truth is,only God knows.

handsome or vice versa,it doesn't matter right?but if u have one,it's a bonus for you..whatever it is,i need someone who can love me for who i am.my bad my good deed.everything.you know guys just can't be trusted these days.NOT all guys ok!

boyfies out there,please handle your girlfriends carefully.once broken goodbye forever.lol
xx

grr...im waiting for 9pm!hurry up pleaseeee!!!!
yeah,im boring.so?

saturday!

wuddup it's saturday!

urgh.today im a bit exhausted.no solid reasons for that.slept early.but still,restless.LOL

how are you today?hope this weekend will be awesome !spend time with your beloved.ehem ehem.

well..my saturday is kind of boring.need someone to talk to.i wonder where they are.extinct i guess.extremely buzy huh?buzier than me i guess.huh.!whatever

skip that part.....la la la...im craving for chocolate cream chip!can anyone do me some favour..fly me to starbucks!!!!ha ha....if you love me then you would!(MOTIVEEEE)..nah ..just joking.

blurp.ate MCD for lunch.full but happy.my tummy loves it...but i have to control..not to over eat fast food...can't afford to get sick again...let it be the first and the last.

xx

pffft...

oh..haven't update for few days..

so how are you people?

doing great huh?





lol....kinda sleepy now...it's only 2312...huh.

so any hot goss?oh...how's the volcano eruption in indonesia?mount merapi is it?is 'she' stills roaring?scaryyy..

oh well..flights to jakarta is still cancelled yaww until further notice..lol...i wonder when...huhuhu...

boring.but glad it's november..why?november is like my lucky month!haha..fine.it's my birth month..of course i do love it!forever..(:

november..please be extra nice to me...(:..be sweet to me.be lovable to me.

well...goodnight lovers!have an awesome day tomorrow yaww!xoxo

hello

it's wednesday already!well deepavali is coming up..!so happy deepavali for those who celebrate!it's the festive of lights!oh..happy birthday to anyone who's celebrating their birthdays yesterday,today,tomorrow and following days!may god bless!have a blast aite!..lol


how are you guys feeling today?well,as for me im getting better(guess so)..im practising myself to be in a stress free mode...yes.i am trying.friends are telling me..''you are too stress.don't be like that.take good care of your health''.so true.....since i've been in a working environment,stress is coming at me like always...idk.i don't have any solid reasons for that.lol....now itself,im trying to make it easy.chill...i know stress will come no matter how hard you throw it away..but i'll try to make it lesser.ha ha..



ok.stop.let me tell you something.stress will come and go..lol..oh.oh.i love travelling!you? cheer up your life..now and always......xx

saturday!

omg!
cepatnye da saturday!

ok.so plan apakah utk hari ini?can you tell?

huhu...

duduk rumah je la kot

nk shopping?mood xde

nk hangout?em.nnt2 la

basuh baju?dah.jemur dah pun.

tgk tv?ape je yg best?

makan?breakfast dah.

karaoke?suara xde.

hahaha..

have an awesome weekenders people!:)

sit back and relax

.airplanes.

my favourite.always.!

friday

what do we have on friday?
well,i think it's nearly weekend!
yay!happy weekend all!(;
have a great one...

i don't have mood today.say,moody.no specific reason of why.
im so tired with everything.
it's killing me.
urgh.hang in there.
i need holidays!
vacation.
away from here.
away from the city.
away drom two faced people.
xx
happy weekenders!

esok monday!

grrr....eee....xsuke!
esok isnin=kerja...seriously dah bosan keje...why?because too much workload...especially,when there is lack of staff..huh..nk pergi lunch break pun risau.risau apekah?risau la tgh buzy ke tak.haiyoo....tidak la aku tahu....

mmg malas nak pergi....boleh tak nk EL?huh....memang xboleh pun..tq.ha ha..
hmm...nak tdo,tak mengantuk....huhu...yay!my flu is recovering....less runny nose.less redness on my nose.lol...i look like a clown..thanks to clarinase 24h btw!..hehe

ha ha ....ok lah people..have fun working tomorrow!have a nice day..goodnight!!till then
xx

shopping for raya..

dah shopping raya?
the answer:belum
last minute shopping raya la ...
habis oncall esok.then the next day baru la mencari2 baju raya.
kasut dah ada.baju je xde lagi.lol.

actually,if tak terikat dengan on call.,weekend haritu dah pergi shopping.what to do..
oh..today,some of my friends organized a buka puasa event.held in a thai restaurant.sadly,i can't go...on call pulak.ha ha..on call ni mcm kalahkan doctor and para2 specialist di hospital ini.lol

secara jujur....on call ini sangat penat.macam mane doctor tu penat macam tu la we all penat.
but,they have backups..us?non....alone pulak bile on call...imagine.1 person handles everything!!!from A-Z..phone calls,patient,wards,ED(emergency department) slips,and such..you don't even have time to go to the t0ilet,or even to break fast with a heavy meal.

if kerja shift,at least 2 org..so,xde la susah sgt nk pergi toilet or whatsoever.tpi kerja shift ni pening je..ade pagi,petang,malam.mmg pening..haha....entahla...there's a blessing in disguise..

customer always right

right..in everything,customer always right!
and so do here,in the hosp...
grr..

i've just received a phone call from a patient clarifying information for some medication.

A:hello,this is pharmacy,right?i want to ask you,my son has been discharged just now at 5 pm..so i've given him/her the medication at 6 oçlock.the label stated that it has to be given 3 times daily.means 8 hourly right?
me:yep.8 hourly.
A:lets say it's 8 hourly,then i have to wake her up during midnight .if i don't give him/her exactly 8 hourly can?(it's kinda noisy i can't catch her exactly.)
me:oh..what medication is that?
A:FLU and COUGH mixture.
me:the medication can be given up to four times daily.so it's ok if you want to give more than 3 times.do u understand me?
A:No no..i don't want to give every six hourly.you know right they have nap and after they wake up then we give la
me:if so,it's ok.lets say u have given the medication at 6 pm.then when he/she wakes up early in the morning u can give the medication.
A:So can give la(repeating the same question)
me:yep
A:OK .thank you
me:welcome.bye2.

it's just a cough and flu medication.yes you have to give every 8 hourly.both
medication can lead to drowsiness,
so if impossible to wake him up at that certain moment (midnight),it can be consume the next day(early in the morning)..


even if i talked much ,patient wouldn't listen.all they
know is repeating the same question.the same thing even it's written what medication is that,duration,before/after meal.they wouldn't listen.they love to interrupt while we are explaining.just imagine you are in my shoes.our shoes.do you feel what we feel?lolx

MORAL OF THE STORY:CUSTOMER ALWAYS RIGHT!
MOTIVEEEEE!!!

almost lover

when others are happily in love..i am wondering why i can't feel the same....

i don't have any feelings to be in a relationship..guess it really bites me.and it's awful.i can't give a chance to anybody.i've been taken for granted.enough is enough.

i don't have any moods for that..i know it's not the end,but,i just can't...:(.i don't deserve anyone ...im comfy with my status now...maybe that is what i want to be..i've learnt a lesson.so this is the best paper in exam.HOW TO DEAL WITH HEARTBREAK,HOW TO DEAL WITH GUYS.lol....

i know god has created someone better for me....i guess we just have to wait and see what may come..i pray for the best.btw,i should not be worried about this.im still young and have lots of things to settle..move on gee.just live the life....i know you can..till then,...

xoxo

...again....

hahaha..sangat bosan..amat bosan..nk balikk rumahh.....huuu..sedang menghitung saat2 untuk kembali kerumah...haha..hm

esok kerja lagi.wahh..so penat....staff ramai xbalik dari cuti ag.kesimpulannye,lack of staff..ishh...xsbr nk habis on call nie.


smbil menikmati biskut tiger dan melayari facebook...smbil itu juga saye menulis blog ini..lolx.

okayy..im talking crap...pardon me.huhu...urgh..so bored...lucky ade fb yg setia menemani...lolx


hahahahahaha....hari ni tak buzy.cool!boleh la rest sikit2..okie dokie..next post coming up..