31st may 2010

bad eyebags

waiting..urgh

i woke up this morning..gosh,can't open my eyes...bad eyebag,low energy..damn,not proper to go for work...i guess i have to force myself..to be exact,this month's on call is the most tiring moment that i've ever had apart from chinese new year's on call!damn.

it's 10 am...need to send some medication to outpatient department...then my senior said;

chia:mata tu da layu..mcm tak ckup tido..

k.ros:aah,mata die bengkak kan chia..

chia:gee,i rase better you claim time off.blik rumah tido..

k.ros:g la amek claim...kesian da tgk..xlarat..

me:boleh eh...kire bpe jam nk claim ni..

k.ros:blik kul 1 .claim 4jam la...g bgtau boss...boss bagi punye..

me:ok2..nnt org g tnye..





yes.boss approved!so i texted my dad to come and fetch me...then,take away A&w..the minute i reached home,i ran upstairs and doze off...zzzzzzz.....sleepy yaww..sweet dreams darl!


i woke up at 7 o'clock...still feeling sleepy...i took my shower,pray,and head downstairs,open up my fb and eat..lol...


it's 1130pm...writing this blog and quenching my thirst with a glass of milk,observing fb profile while listening to colbie's i never told you..love that song....so..i gotta pen off now...sweet dreams people!

time to go home!

at last..my on call ended!!!
what a relief!!!!!i've insomniac for a week tho..can't sleep well..5 days on call is so tiring especially on public holidays and weekends..huh...

im looking forward for shopping!!!gahh...i need it i need it....ha ha....lots of things in my mind..watch,supra,pumps,bag,jeans,..lol...ouh yea,.i think supra looks cool..i know i maybe a bit behind,but i tend to like it...but didnt have the opportunity to have it..not my time yet i guess.


but all my wishlist will be a dream that comes true..

homesweethome!!!!!!

sunday!

hello sunday!okay...
my last day on call!!!yeeaa~~kinda buzy today..both discharge and admission.
but all i know,today less mood swing..supercool.lol

okay what the latest goss here..none i think?it's 300pm already...2 more hours to go..yehawwww!..right now while writing im listening to the radio...kudos to the dj for such a beautiful song every now and then..it's kelly clarkson-behind this hazel eyes.gosh i really love this song!beautiful yet powerful..her voice is an A class voice.definitely perfect in high and low notes.

moving on it's justin bieber and sean kingston eemie meenie.cute song..it's MLTR now..you took my heart away...aww..make me reminiscing...~~


quenching my thirst with lemon tea.nice.bread for lunch...don't know what i'll be eating for dinner..lol!

this one too! haven't met you yet

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

freaking love this song!

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

sayings

I am a good person,but you took that away from me.

easily bruise.easily broken.

you poached my heart.now it's gone.

you are way hotter than her.like seriously

why don't you take a picture?it'll last longer

I know it,You know it,God knows it.

I've loved you enough to let you go.

because I'm already gone.

hello saturday

saturday....what a boring-ness day...

urgh..sleepy..again.im doing the same thing

preparing and waiting for patient..

in my mind..all that i want is to GO HOME!!!

one more day baby!then'it's a hurrah!!!

kind of boring plus alone.so i don't have anyone to talk to..

it's better i spill something here in my blog.lol.

dark circle under my eyes..getting worst.lol...u can call me panda...haha..obviously i did not get enough rest and sleep.huh...i need a vacation...not a 1-2 days vacation...i need like 2-3 months vacation..lol.

sunset

adoi..

huu...monday haritu kna inject h1n1 vaccine..compulsary for frontliners staff.(act if xnk pun xpe)..now it's been for how many days eh.still i've experiencing some kind of pain.tgn ku lenguhhhh...adoii...maybe da lame x dpt shot kot..hee..kwn i lagi la teruk die ckp :'ko tu xde lemak,tu fasal la sakit'...haha..adehh..ayat xboleh belah..


esok lusa ni ok la tu.....huhuhu...stress lagi.nk mengamuk je rase.haish...need my soothe up words..2 more days baby!then hurrah!!

thanks to you

it turns out fairy tale end when they do for a reason

thank you for breaking my heart.it hurts.when you think u failed to make me love you,you're totally wrong.now that all of this is over,nothing much i can tell.i did fall for you.when you called it off with no reason,i know that it's not worth to fight or wait.my heart.it's broken.broken into pieces that i don't even know when it'll heal.

the first cut is deep.but this one,it's deeper.deeper than ever.you'll never know what I've been through.grieving until i can't cry anymore.i don't believe in love anymore.i should put this blame on you.why can't you wait.i just need a little of time before we move on.

they say:if you love someone,and if it takes years for it to make it happen,you'll wait no matter what.1 out of 10 will do it.well i got lots of things to do rather than thinking about this stuff.

that's it.gotta pen off now.

.never had luck in love girl.

..public holiday..

WESAK DAY....on call...aishh..so tiring.....ramai patient nk discharge....mood pun berubah....haha..ni pun xmkn2 ag...supercool huh...time please hurry..nak balikkkkk..

solution is..got to be strong...there's blessing in disguise..

all that i know,after i had finished my ONCALL moment,

it's time for shopping!!!!!!:D

shopping here and there...

watching movies and so on..

oh yeah...waiting for the moment..

okay...after this late lunch plus dinner..

cool..what should i grab eh..

fast food maybe.

we'll see

it's nearly 5 o''clock

have to wait for patient.urghh

hurry up please...i wanna go home and grab something to eat.

my ladies,get ready for our hangout day(which i don't know when)

we'll hit the day!LOL

dizzy.exhausted.urgh.HELP!

3 fellas

ade 3 peeps that i hope i could meet them one day..bella.nurul.farrafender


farrafender.rockstar girl.we knew each other through my ex like few years back.it started with fs.we became close in fs..commenting each other...now we are still contacting each other through fb....furthermore,we are in the same course...(:


bella and nurul.these 2 petite girls that i missed so much..even we have never met,but we stay put in fb..girls talk.gossiping.commenting.:)...it all started from fs to ms and finally,fb..:)

can't wait to meet you girls..!!!ASAP!

with my besties...

that is me yaww

nasya darla

cutie fafa


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it's been so long i haven't update my bloggie blog.been buzy with work..yay..at last i get to meet 2 most importante person in my life.....annasya abbas and nur farahin......

fafa...met her at ampang point..chilling out...:D.miss you darla.!we talk the talk..from A to Z....fafa said:omg gee,why makin kurus....i just smile and i said:yeke?biar betul...then we have ice cream!yey!baskin robin!i've been craving for that since years....:P...

moving on..nasya...we did hangout...1st we went for karaokee..yes!at last i get to meet u darla...i really need you..because i got lots of things to say....then we went to wangsa walk for lunch...yummz...oh yeah...before that,we did have subway moment at aeon!indeed amazing..last weekend...we went for a movie..the bounty hunter,,:D.yikesss..the hottie gerard.!...can't wait to meet u girls again!!!!

did i mentioned that we have some car trouble moment...gosh..what an amazing experience with my BFF,