blablabla

okay...now i just don't know whether i should

feel happy or else.is this what i want?they say,we'll never get what we want..is it true?i guess so...hmmph...so should i feel happy or not?..hmmph..it's all be given..it's God will.neither should we blame nor be mad at it..we only try and plan ..but He gives.i'll never blame but just question,why this,not that?hahaha..

expect the unexpected....even in daily routine...

we plan,God decides..

till then.....

31st may 2010

bad eyebags

waiting..urgh

i woke up this morning..gosh,can't open my eyes...bad eyebag,low energy..damn,not proper to go for work...i guess i have to force myself..to be exact,this month's on call is the most tiring moment that i've ever had apart from chinese new year's on call!damn.

it's 10 am...need to send some medication to outpatient department...then my senior said;

chia:mata tu da layu..mcm tak ckup tido..

k.ros:aah,mata die bengkak kan chia..

chia:gee,i rase better you claim time off.blik rumah tido..

k.ros:g la amek claim...kesian da tgk..xlarat..

me:boleh eh...kire bpe jam nk claim ni..

k.ros:blik kul 1 .claim 4jam la...g bgtau boss...boss bagi punye..

me:ok2..nnt org g tnye..





yes.boss approved!so i texted my dad to come and fetch me...then,take away A&w..the minute i reached home,i ran upstairs and doze off...zzzzzzz.....sleepy yaww..sweet dreams darl!


i woke up at 7 o'clock...still feeling sleepy...i took my shower,pray,and head downstairs,open up my fb and eat..lol...


it's 1130pm...writing this blog and quenching my thirst with a glass of milk,observing fb profile while listening to colbie's i never told you..love that song....so..i gotta pen off now...sweet dreams people!

time to go home!

at last..my on call ended!!!
what a relief!!!!!i've insomniac for a week tho..can't sleep well..5 days on call is so tiring especially on public holidays and weekends..huh...

im looking forward for shopping!!!gahh...i need it i need it....ha ha....lots of things in my mind..watch,supra,pumps,bag,jeans,..lol...ouh yea,.i think supra looks cool..i know i maybe a bit behind,but i tend to like it...but didnt have the opportunity to have it..not my time yet i guess.


but all my wishlist will be a dream that comes true..

homesweethome!!!!!!

sunday!

hello sunday!okay...
my last day on call!!!yeeaa~~kinda buzy today..both discharge and admission.
but all i know,today less mood swing..supercool.lol

okay what the latest goss here..none i think?it's 300pm already...2 more hours to go..yehawwww!..right now while writing im listening to the radio...kudos to the dj for such a beautiful song every now and then..it's kelly clarkson-behind this hazel eyes.gosh i really love this song!beautiful yet powerful..her voice is an A class voice.definitely perfect in high and low notes.

moving on it's justin bieber and sean kingston eemie meenie.cute song..it's MLTR now..you took my heart away...aww..make me reminiscing...~~


quenching my thirst with lemon tea.nice.bread for lunch...don't know what i'll be eating for dinner..lol!

this one too! haven't met you yet

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

freaking love this song!

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

sayings

I am a good person,but you took that away from me.

easily bruise.easily broken.

you poached my heart.now it's gone.

you are way hotter than her.like seriously

why don't you take a picture?it'll last longer

I know it,You know it,God knows it.

I've loved you enough to let you go.

because I'm already gone.