31 Dec 2010

ups and downs 2010

2010 will fade away soon.....2011 will appear....new year.new moods.new approach.everything is new...what are your ups and downs during 2010?well.i have lots!..i don't thing it is enough for me to babble all the way..lots of things come in the way...

life.work.stress.

took me hours to spill in here... but then,my wish for this coming new year,may happiness will come all the way,less misery,stress-free,and such...may next year will be better than this year.

all that i can say...NOVEMBER is the happiest month..lol..why?my birth month yaww..we should be happy on our birth month..!;)


what's your wishlist?i got lots in my diary..lol;p

congrats malaysia!


whoa..prime minister has announced 31st december is a public holiday to all malaysian!


MALAYSIA has won the AFF suzuki cup 2010 for the 1st time evahh!!!!

congrats to malaysian team!!!we are very proud of the team!!tremendous play,goals...this is what we want....something outrageous...!


congrats again to them..you did a great job coach!:).i can say that the malaysian players are well trained,skillful,and oh..with good faces.lol!;p..oh..did i mention today is public hols,...indeed yes it is...there's a but...im working!!!alongside with my other colleague...grr!!!


it's supposed to be a holiday.but i don't know....lol...now the hospital sounds so quiet.like a scary hospital ....all of us lost our moods!hahahaa..all that we know is that we want to go home ASAP!!!



sleepy.sleepy.sleepy.


well,im proud to be a Malaysian!go go Malaysia!!i heart you!




28 Dec 2010

hello!

ohh..lame tak update(lama ke?)tak la lame sgt kan...M.I.A for a few days....where about?someplace...:)...place that gives memory..lots of memory...(serious tak tipu)...

huhu...so kali ni nk spill ape eh...lost in words....how are you peeps?im good...semakin tembam?(motiff)....sedang berusaha menaikkn berat yg tak boleh nk dinaikkn...static aje...choi..consider me lucky..;p..


hari ni oncall lagi...choii...ganti oncall..wee....boring!DUHH.em..nk MCD!!!lame dah xmkn mcd...lama gile....mcm nak makn hari ni after habis oncall,tpi perut dah kenyang dgn junkies.....huhuhu..

sedang mengunyah M&M's milk chocolate..yummy!and minum 100 plus....itu pun nk bagitahu ke..hahaha..biarla..bwerk!;p


bosan.bosan...urghh...

24 Dec 2010

weee

it's friday already.....LOL.....
well...nothing much here...
just a bit tired..
and well it's friday peeps!

have a great weekend to all of you...
wherever you are.....
just live the life...
be happy all the time....yea.
i know...we should live the life.
life is short...appreciate while you can..
grab each opportunity that you can...
do it for yourself.not for others..
till then
xx

23 Dec 2010

adoi

hello peeps!dah khamis dah?wuyoo...cepat2..

dari semalam asyik bersin2 aje...then seram sejuk.....then badan rasa lemah2..adoi..jgn la demam..no!!!!actually from monday ag rasa macm ni....maybe xcukup rest and xcukup tido kot??adehh...xcukup tdo pun boleh buat kita selsema..so have a good sleep and makan la byk vitamin C.....hehehe

yela kan..mana nk cukup rehat,emm..oncall dari mon-thurs...penat2..sebab blik pukul 9mlm kan.....tu kalau waktu zaman kanak2 ribena,itu ialah waktu untuk tido dan bersiap sedia for tomorrow..school dayyy..ahahahah..
dah la kat pharmacy ni sejuk....hidung pun dah merah and berair (bukan hingus okay!)....huhu!emm....baru pukul 8...choii...lambat sehh....

boring la lama2 oncall...entah kenapa tah....xlarat nk layan patient kot?nk wut cmne kan..it's your job,your responsibility and such...so deal with it...tpi kan kadang2 tekanan tu ada jugak tau....jgn igt xde..huhu..lalalala..tidak la aku tahu...

dulu2..time masih study,teringin nk kerja....tgk org kerja mcm best je..ada duit sendiri..xyah mintak dgn mama papa,boleh pergi shopping puas2,beli itu ini..then...bila dah kerja.baru tahu cmne kan....ish2...patut la ade certain org baru 30-an dah ada mcm penyakit...antara nya yg paling common, hypertension....too much stress can lead to hypertension,and worst,u have to on medication for a duration yg ditetapkan doctor......ehemm...itu yang xbest tu..bila dah start kena mkn ubat means penyakit tu boleh jadi makin teruk la..ouchh..scary...

harap2 la i don't have high blood pressure....takutnya...then tak jaga pemakanan pun sama...too much salt intake pun xboleh..huhu..dah la.selalu tekanan...boleh kata hari2 tertekan...wee....tpi still boleh tersenyum.....eh eh..hari ni byk pula i tulis....buang tabiat ke apa tah....

mengantuk pun ada la...Zzzzzz...mana boleh tido time oncall nie...kena stay awake,pastu sorng2 pulak incharge ...penat2..kalau ada 2 orang kan ,mesti boleh take turn tido...wahahhahaha(motiff)...


oh..selang sehari dah christmas!merry xmas to those yg menyambut,happy hols and happy new year!!omigosh!!dah nak tahun baru laaa.....2011...cepat nya waktu berlalu.....farewell 2010...rindu la dgn 2010...rasa mcm baru je 2010 starts.tgk2 dah nk the end of the year....1 week more kot..

so,what's your wish list for new year?any changing?or any new things yg nk dimiliki?LOL.....tidak la aku tahu.....huhu...


serious macam nak demam nie..adoii...:(..tidak la aku tahu....jap lagi mkn uphamol 650..dgn coke.eh.silap,uphamol 650 dgn mineral water la!hoho...
sengal2 badan?mkn lah panadol extend!weeee.....hoii...cepat la pukul 9!!!!!
boleh tak???one more hour to go!

22 Dec 2010

eeeeeeee

eeee.tah pahape tah.
tu je nk cakap...!
byeee.....


jappp...why eh ade spesies makhluk tuhan yg begini...euww...
whateverrr.....
tu je...byeeee

20 Dec 2010

harus ke?

hmm..lain orang lain ragam nya...kan kan kan?
nk jaga hati semua orang mmg xboleh la kan..
kite pun ada hati dan perasaan sendiri..

kita pun xboleh nk expect orang paham kita 100%
and kita pun xboleh nk paham orng 100%...
normal la tu...manusia..
ada yang macm ni ..ada yg macm tu,
ada yg ok,ada yg tak.
ada yg depan ok,tpi belakang?omg!
ada yg nmpk xok,tpi actually ok je!
huhu
see..this is life..
no pressure no life
tpi nk layan spesies2 manusia yg pelbagai ragam nie mmg susah la kan.
tpi nk buat cmne..go with the flow ajela kan...
xboleh nak puaskan hati semua orang..
so live the life!weee

feelings?

feelings?
how do you feel now?any better??any new replacement?(duhh)..you're like happier?why?
hmm...maybe i can say that im happier than before?
new love-life?well,i don't have to answer that...but i have been single for too long,so it's kinda awkward when u have,err,boyfie...
that is not a big problem i guess...just go with the flow...

well i should appreciate things as it is...
hopefully there will be no more heart break...


err...what am i babbling....ok.stop.enough about this
later..

monday!

oh it's monday!!!!!

insufficient sleep.i don't know why....any ideas?

why am i updating?ONCALL!!!!grr...haaha...20th,21st,22nd,23rd....then im off!la la la..
where to?it's a secret that i'll never tell.....;p

im exhausted.like seriously.i need rest.something to soothe my soul..a vacation...yea..
last november, my flight to Bandung is cancelled due to volcano eruption..grr.(heart break)

so...december should be a time for me to have a lil rest... may i?lol
sleepy yaw...please be fast o' 9 pm!

16 Dec 2010

erm

hmm.entah kenapa tibe2 rasa macm sedih pulak..boleh tak nak cry?
em...byk fikir cmni la kot?yeke?tidak la aku tahu.....lalalala...

anyone can explain why???pfft...

oiii..9pm please be hurry!!!!!!!!!
wanna go home..:(
booosaannn la weyhhh!!!!

aloha

errr...as usual hari ni oncall..ganti orang.huhu..malas sebenarnya nak oncall..lagi2 time tgh penat...oh-em-gee!mmg stress...lalalalala.

as usual jugak,time oncall ni la selalu pulak ada masa nak update blog..why?because im freaking bored here!!!!!pffft!..if kat rumah tu ade ala-carte entertainment...kan kan?haha..

kat sini...muka ubat je nampak....ubat sini,ubat sana,kiri kanan ubat.nak buat macam mane....dah kerja di hospital..deal with it..lol...

nak layan kerenah semua orang in one shot mmg xboleh la kan...grr...hanya Allah je yang tahu betapa stess nye ku disini..hari ni stress sikit...sikit je...hahaha...
ubat takde..kena lari pergi farmasi lagi satu..choiii.....nasib la boleh jalan laju...


baru nak 7pm...hoiii...cepat la 9pm....i nak balik ok!nak mandi then borak2 with beloved..then boom....zzzzzz...nak mimpi beloved...motiff?!...perut sakit...tanda lapar..tapi kan penat menguasai segala-galanya....mmg ada rasa mcm nak makan....tpi bila dah sampai rumah,tgk katil,terus dah xde feel nak makan..lalala...tido sudah....

hm..2 more hours to go...cepatla...:(..

la la la

err...it's thursday already..fast is it?well..it near to the end of month.farewell 2010.welcome 2011.gosh...is this happening?why so fast.it feels like yesterday.

new wishlist for 2011?i wish...but haven't prepared yet.lol....what about you guys?share if you have any.

once upon a time if i tell you guys im in love,i mean it.(motive!)
well,i can say love isn't that bad.i mean love between a guy and a girl.
love with gfs,family is always exciting.....some of them will suffer in love..only when they are stuck with he wrong person..i did once.so it'll never gonna happen again..
i can say im openly to love.and i've found someone to love.okay enough.


im not feeling well though.dizzy,fatigue,lack of sleep.pfft.why-oh-why.

10 Dec 2010

..............................

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now.
...............................................................................
easy come.easy go.
relax take it easy.
..........................................................................
falling out of love is hard,
falling for betrayal is worst
broken trust broken heart
i know..
..........................................................................
xx

eerrer

life is unfair right?

when we've found the right one,there will be things that occur without our consent.
when we are dying to leave the so-not-for me person,nothing happen.

when we are happy,of all sudden you'll never know it'll fade away.it's destiny.
when you've found the right one for you.appreciate him/her or you might lose him/her forever.
do u only want to utter 'i love you' when she/he's not around.?i bet not.


life is weird.yet crazy and unfair.so live the life!all i hope happiness will come more than sadness..yea,they say too much laugh today,you'll end up crying the next day...LOL.

whatever it is appreciate people that appreciates you.that is better.
if you haven't met you special one yet no worries,God has kept someone special for you.only time will tell when will you meet him/her.


8 Dec 2010

sayings.

to deny one's past is to deny one's self. -Blair Waldorf

boring boring.sleepy.dizzy.omg.restless.insomniac.help!


let's rock tonight.lol...enjoy this vid!

Kesha-Take it off

are we?

im not perfect.and so do you.we are not perfect.everyone is not perfect.
deal with it.we make mistakes.things that beyond our expectation.so we can't judge people.we are not God to give punishment.we are same.homo-sapiens.


everybody has a little black baggage from the past.just that,each of you has your own past in a different way.ok.enuff said.


hey have you heard GRENADE from bruno mars?listen to it!im so loving this song!


hmmm.

hmm..semenjak dua menjak ni asyik emosional je..entah la,.mcm ada yg tak kena...tak tahu la ...jiwa kacau kot?maybe...emm....kadang2 bile kita nak seseorang tu ada dekat dengan kita, dia pulak takde.orang lain pulak muncul...then bile kita dah lali dgn ketidakhadiran itu,tiba2 dia muncul kembali...kenapa sekarang?kenapa?bila dah muncul tu,takde soalan ke nak tanya?how are you?sihat ke?ini tak.bukan nye nak terasa ke ape,tpi orang tu mmg rapat dgn kita,mestilah nk ditanya and such..right???tpi entah la...i taknak fikir bukan2.i don't wanna point at any party.just maybe it's just a feeling.not a serious one.


makin fikir makin pening.sekarang pun dah start pening...urgh..beberapa hari dah pening ni...anemic ke?mungkin la kot.kurang darah.huu....i don't wanna be in a tense mode again..tak larat dah.
hmm..

takpe la,mungkin die perlu masa to adjust..so jangan la fikir bukan2...nnt ok la tu..ya hopefully.dia mungkin ada problem,macam orang lain,ada problem...huhuhu..ok tu je.

ohh...entry ni takde kaitan dgn sesiapa..yang hidup ataupun yang telah meninggal dunia.PEACE!


peninglah!

oh.oh..HAPPY DECEMBER PEOPLE!:)

29 Nov 2010

what a monday

monday makes me worry and nervous...hmmph

today:boring-ness.tired.feels-so-sleepy.errrr.....wish that everyday is an off day for me..so i can rest....rest rest...worrying about someone.mmm..

i hope you'll be okay.

a slice of cake for dinner.yea,im full.no appetite today.

okay lovelies.gotta go...
later
xx


marvellous sunday!

happy monday!
oh...da hari isnin rupanya...
hehe..ahad yg paling best semalam..
aww...i like!!:)
ok dah.dah.
tu je nk ckp!
byeee!

26 Nov 2010

eh.eh.


eh.eh.i miss you..

(:


don't ask why.i won't answer.LOL.
who?it's a secret i'll never tell..
xoxo

errrererrr......


eh.eh.nothing else that i can say

byeee...

xx

25 Nov 2010

handsome?

tell me.is it important to have someone who is handsome in searching BF.?
well.it's normal.each girl wants handsome guys,all these hotties,6-pack guys,pocket full with $$$.ka-chingg!
I,myself fall in this category.well it's the truth right?even my best friend says the same thing too..but it's fate.you just can't judge a person via their face and such.it's inside that matters.

before you yourself get choosy,stand in front of your mirror and please rate yourself.lol.
im not that choosy.im kind of egoistic in giving chances.im not easy.i may look like one,but the truth is,only God knows.

handsome or vice versa,it doesn't matter right?but if u have one,it's a bonus for you..whatever it is,i need someone who can love me for who i am.my bad my good deed.everything.you know guys just can't be trusted these days.NOT all guys ok!

boyfies out there,please handle your girlfriends carefully.once broken goodbye forever.lol
xx

grr...im waiting for 9pm!hurry up pleaseeee!!!!
yeah,im boring.so?

24 Nov 2010

erk.

hmm..
hello people!
it's wednesday..2 more days to go...
weeee..

november is going to end soon...oh...
i'll miss you november.early welcome to december.
ohh...time goes by fast.
how i wish i could turn back time.
erase those bad memory
just like we press the DEL button on our keyboard.
and how i wish God didn't make me know you.
jackass!
luckily there's a new chapter in my life...(:
i hope it will last!

as usual...9pm pleaseeeeee be fast!!!!!!!!

23 Nov 2010

errrr


hi.im serena van der woodsen!hahah...so perasan..lol
i like her..XOXO.GOSSIP GIRL.

hmm...
entah la..tibe2 rasa fed-up..
fed up with everything
no specific reasons.
penat sgt kot.exactly!
mood pun mcm duhh..
mcm PMS.
ha ha


today 2nd day oncall.boring ok!lama2 on call rasa mcm nk muntah.ergh.
sampai friday pulak.up to 9pm.ayoyo..dah la tgh lapar.xde la lapar gila2.biase je.rasa macm nk makan junk food.lame dah xmkn itu sume.huuhu...sejak xsihat haritu.em.mama,boleh tak mkn junk food.hari ni je..


em.jap lagi kalau nk pergi beli junk food nnt patient pulak ring-the-bell nk ambil ubat..urgh...susah la jaga pharmacy ni sorang2.department ni anda sorang je yg jaga..apakah?
mau pening.nak angkt call,patient tak sbr nk ambil ubat,nk layan ward lagi,indent la itu la..
sape tak tension.ish2...


nasib la BP xnaik.nasib maintain cute.ceh.harus ke?
lagi satu.i ate a lot in order to gain weight.but my weight tak naik2.ohoho....mcm tu pulak.
susah benar.tpi xpe la..consider lucky.i can eat whatever i want.tpi ade la limitnya.hehe.sume suruh jadi curvy skit.ni tetulang je.pegang sikit rase tulang.tpi xde la kurus yg amat kan?
anorexia?oh..no comment.peace.


now baru 1947 pm.2 more hours to go..YAWN!
IKLAN JAP....


I MISS SOMEONE.HAHA...siapakah?adalah.ok stop sesi berjiwang di sini....

hehehe..


lalala...hoii...cepat la 9 pm!!!!boleh?

20 Nov 2010

saturday!


wuddup it's saturday!

urgh.today im a bit exhausted.no solid reasons for that.slept early.but still,restless.LOL



how are you today?hope this weekend will be awesome !spend time with your beloved.ehem ehem.


well..my saturday is kind of boring.need someone to talk to.i wonder where they are.extinct i guess.extremely buzy huh?buzier than me i guess.huh.!whatever


skip that part.....la la la...im craving for chocolate cream chip!can anyone do me some favour..fly me to starbucks!!!!ha ha....if you love me then you would!(MOTIVEEEE)..nah ..just joking.


blurp.ate MCD for lunch.full but happy.my tummy loves it...but i have to control..not to over eat fast food...can't afford to get sick again...let it be the first and the last.


xx


17th november 2010


ohh....it's been awhile haven't update!how are you people???good huh?





17th november:happy aidiladha!



and yess....it's my happy day
my birthday.
like OMG!
two in one celebration!
(:
i like!
thanks for those who wish!
my fb wall was full with those lovely wishes!
thanks loves!
i love you all..
xx

*wink*wink*

11 Nov 2010

pffft...


oh..haven't update for few days..

so how are you people?

doing great huh?





lol....kinda sleepy now...it's only 2312...huh.

so any hot goss?oh...how's the volcano eruption in indonesia?mount merapi is it?is 'she' stills roaring?scaryyy..

oh well..flights to jakarta is still cancelled yaww until further notice..lol...i wonder when...huhuhu...


boring.but glad it's november..why?november is like my lucky month!haha..fine.it's my birth month..of course i do love it!forever..(:

november..please be extra nice to me...(:..be sweet to me.be lovable to me.


well...goodnight lovers!have an awesome day tomorrow yaww!xoxo

5 Nov 2010

*woot.woot*





mode:speechless!haha.just finished packing.lol.kinda tired..kinda buzy..from morn till eve.breakfast with daddy,nephew,then out for shop with my sis.then head to aunty's home.then out for late lunch.then out with sis again.then home.fuhh....what a day.i might pass out early tonight.lol..xoxo
peeps!have a nice weekends!!!!!!till then.....cheers!

4 Nov 2010

hehehe



heheheheheheheheuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhihhihihihiihohohohohehehehuhuhuhuhihihihihohohohehehehehihihihihuh


so lazy to pack up my things.can someone help me please.please.please.please...pffft..


lucky tomorrow is public hols...so maybe i'll get pack tomorrow.which one to bring?which one to keep?urghh....so hard to make decision..can i bring my closet all together?LOL!



will be missing them though..lol...



oncall.mode.pfft.today is kinda buzy.so more headacheS!haha..but still,chill....u-stress...


tomorrow is public hols,that is why today is buzy.tomorrow?well,unpredictable.so-so..maybe extremely buzy,buzy,or maybe not buzy at all.....so..tomorrow is not my call!yay!



good luck to my colleague!happy deepavali!


.n_n.


3 Nov 2010

hello

it's wednesday already!well deepavali is coming up..!so happy deepavali for those who celebrate!it's the festive of lights!oh..happy birthday to anyone who's celebrating their birthdays yesterday,today,tomorrow and following days!may god bless!have a blast aite!..lol


how are you guys feeling today?well,as for me im getting better(guess so)..im practising myself to be in a stress free mode...yes.i am trying.friends are telling me..''you are too stress.don't be like that.take good care of your health''.so true.....since i've been in a working environment,stress is coming at me like always...idk.i don't have any solid reasons for that.lol....now itself,im trying to make it easy.chill...i know stress will come no matter how hard you throw it away..but i'll try to make it lesser.ha ha..



ok.stop.let me tell you something.stress will come and go..lol..oh.oh.i love travelling!you? cheer up your life..now and always......xx

1 Nov 2010

ahoy!it's november!

gosh...peeps!it's november already!!!!
time move on so fast!
i love november.it's my lucky month.(:
why?i don't know..they say ..sweet november..
sweet though...
well i hope november will be better than previous month and such...
may luck is on my side...
my wish.stress free.
eat well.live well.stress free.yea,that's what i need..lol
xx

red warriors


i guess it's not too late to congratulate kelantan on winning the piala malaysia 2010.

congrats!

31 Oct 2010

*drool*


im not a big fan of malaysian football thingy..DON'T ask me why.lol.but im still proud of them if they won certain matches and such..lol.

if u ask me the players name,well...err,emm..scratching head...don't really remember...but...nowadays i get to refresh their names..lol..




iker casillas is a hunk aite...i've found one.the very own malaysian hunk keeper...it's.....syed adney!hahaha...i don't know he's a goalkeeper for Kelantan club and also for the national squad..ookay....how i noticed him...emm..wikipedia!haha....*drool*..haha...

well..there are also a bunch of them which is good looking though....the twins....aidil zafuan and zaquan adha....both play for Negeri Sembilan and malaysia as well.....

the twins
zaquan adha.aidil zafuan.
.taken.

syed adney
taken already i guess?
*drool*


ok.stop drooling.....they'll never notice you though.lol...
sweet.dreams.people!

27 Oct 2010

life.as.we.know.it.

HAVE YOU GUYS WATCHED IT?
yes/no?
if yes then kudos!
if no ,then please please please hurry to the cinemas nearby!
this romantic comedy is fun.!
katherine heigl.josh duhamel.
two big names.nice combination.
to me,all elements are inside.
family.love.comedy.life.
appreciate your life while you can
because you might not know what will happen to you.
am i right?or am i right?lol.
my rate?:5 out of 5.
so hurry to the nearest cinema and have nice popcorn and coke and enjoy!
xx

hmmm??

insomniac.....<----been like this for like few days...why huh?i don't know...
no solid reasons for that....too much to think?too much to handle?pfft....gahh....
solid rest?yes.am having it..but i feel uneasy when i can't sleep soundly...


hmm...shopping?entirely.no.mood.for.that.hmmm....why?i don't know.you tell me please.....LOL.


what should i do?what should i do...hwargh.!
zzzz..please let me dream...ha ha
xx

25 Oct 2010

anorexic or bulimic?


this topic is typical right?lol....ok ...so anorexic or bulimic??basically western countries will be dealing with this kind of problems...as u googled around anorexic photos,some of them will be celebrities.



ANOREXIC:having a massive fear of becoming fat. they may be afraid of losing control over the amount of food they eat, accompanied by the desire to control their emotions and reactions to their emotions.so they'll curb themself from eating,cutting their meals.they will feel fat even though they didn't ate much.





mary kate olsen






lindsay and nicole.too skinny.


BULIMIC:it is characterized by recurrent binge eating.the most common form is defensive,vomiting,purging,fasting(OMG!!), abuse laxatives, enemas, diuretics, and over exercising.




bulimic!



whoa...scary isn't it.anorexic and bulimic can be fatal if it doesn't treated well.SCARY..errerr ..
models in runway are anorexic too.
but nowadays,it's all about curves
curvy is better.
love your body.
if u can love someone deeply,
same goes to your body too.
they need your attention.
xx
















monday.

wakey.wakey.it's monday....hehehe..rise and shine....lol...right...activities for today?any ideas..oh...to my fellow UITM-ers...good luck for finals!paper starts today aite?gambate!lol..
hmm...it's 1107am already...what's for lunch...tummy says idk..haha...lots in mind..KFC or MCD or SUBWAY!!.haha....well..actually im not that hungry..why?no comment.just had my breakfast...bread...im kinda full now...
oh today itself,my niece and nephew are going to sit for their exams...final exams..so,best of luck to them!!
study smart!
nail it!
xx

24 Oct 2010

kenape ye?

hm...happy SUNDAY everyone!
ok...kali ni entry mcm more towards feelings...tentang hati and perasaan ..haha..okk..i know this is weird..sbb jarang mengemukakan topik2 sebegini,and i rather NOT choosing this topic.haha.


ok..pernah tak anda dlm situasi,dimana,seseorng tu nk knal dgn you,then suddenly,die suka dgn you..the thing is you never expect that thing to happen,and u pulak mcm anggap die mcm kawan you.
u'll never expect he will fall for you though.


the other situasi,you minat kat seseorg tu,tpi org tu mcm xbagi respon.suka ke x?mesti tertanya2.in the end,you give up,and don't want to be in love lagi..hahha..(MOTIFFzz)...


ok.the issue is,kadang pelik dgn life ni.kenapa org yg kite mcm xanggap lebih dari kwn mcm minat kat kite,tpi org yg kita minat n nk ade 'more than friends' relationship mcm xde respons aje.hmm...mybe ego kot?tidak la aku tau.....



benda ni mesti penah terjadi kat u all out there..kan x?mesti punye la....tipu kalau xde

me?prnah terjadi?maybe yes ..mybe no..btw,im not that gorgy,bukan la wanita idaman bagi kaum adam.
tibe-tibe ayat sedih.wahahahahaha.(HARUS KE?)

idaman kaum lelaki...siapakah?mcm lisa surihani...yang mane?ala,yg berlakon cte adamaya tu...cantik kan die.she's so sweet.brain and beauty.susah nk cari org yg lengkap dgn pakej BRAIN AND BEAUTY ni...weird huh.....
lisa surihani
cantik kan?
jealous x?

but that's it.....guys will remain guys...pretty,hot,is always the first in their list.well,deal with it...
so do girls..they will act the same too...hunk,hot.and such..lol
u can't deny.it's the solid truth.
tapi kannnn......kalau org tu minat kat seseorg,die snggup tunggu kan walau it takes a while.entah la...just like malay sayings..'hargai orang yg menghargai kita'...tpi kalau bergantung sgt pada sayings tu pun xbest jugak kan...lets say....die hargai kita,tpi bila dah couple,tgk2 vice versa.mesti terluka kan....baik xpayah in love if mcm tu...am i right or am i right?hahahahha...


im not that anti-love...but to be in love?not now..lets just say,love is hard for me....
l.o.v.e. just another word i'll never learn to pronounce.lol....



hmm...takpela.i know there's someone better out there for me..siapakah?tidak la aku tahu...haha.dah kalau ada jodoh tu tak kemana punya la...pusing sana pusing sini,jumpa jugak,couple sana,couple sini,jumpa balik..kan x?lol..


haiyark.....enough la coretan about love.feelings.nnt ada org muntah hijau pulak baca entry nie..wahahahaha......
merepek pulak.
till then
xx
listen to this song already?
cool song though.
.fav.
xx

23 Oct 2010

what's on your mind?

haha...what's on your mind?
familiar is it?if you are a FB maniac,u'll be seeing this on your profile.
so,what's on your mind?what's on my mind?
what's on my mind?hmm...i wanna go to sleep.feels sleepy.but it's kinda early.usually at this time i'll be super active.FB-king,playing games,watching movie and such.lol
what's on my mind now?playing games in my lappy!off to bed!lol
xx