tension.tension.

oncall this month sucks!...mm..stok ubar ni xde itu xde...hooii..boring la cmni!fedup yaw.....dah penat nk oncall...mcm ape je...kalau kerja shift lagi teruk...lagi la,,,,ee...tidak la aku tahu..mr boyfriend,i need you...ASAP!mana you?mana???im stressed out!!!!help me....:'(


ya Allah...mmg ujian-Mu ini menduga jiwa dan perasaan ku ini.,.:(....oncall di CNY.....sama macm tahun lepas...asyik muka aku je...u know...nnt org igt ape plak...padahal bos yg buat...adehh....next year org lain ye bos!i can't take it anymore..menduga jiwa..menduga segalanya...


can i just give up?can't take it anymore.....dah xtahan..my mind body soul can't take it anymore..i end up with headache,dizzy,stress,gastric,and such...tabahkan la aku ya Alllah....:(

i need you..badly.oh no...big girls don't cry...aite,,,but i am crying now..darn it!

mode:sedih sedih!!!!grr....

lama xupdate!

Hello!how are you peeps!
Lame xupdate.buzy dgn kerja.sorry
Emm..itu je!happy weekenders peeps!!

Please be safe..God please make him safe..hmm.
Smoga die selamat sampai ke destinasi.amin..kerisauan melanda.pfft

he's not feeling well..get well soon dear!

today last oncall!!!!see you next month!wee!!!!!

hahaha...tired la...sakit2 bdn...lenguh...hmm..mcm orang tua...choi.

cmne ni...730 pm already...oh 9pm please be fast!!!:)


before i dont believe in love.....i don't think i could find a perfect one for me...i don't trust guys due to the heartbreak....em

now the philosophy change..why?i don't know....it's a matter of heart..

well baby,a day without you is like a day without sunshine......
xoxo..
i heart you.
yea.you.

:(

:( :(

WHAT SHOULD I DO????..blurrr!!!!!!!


can i cry now???..hmm...






freaking worried...i don't know why....hmm..i miss youu...
please don't make me feel this way...hmm..

saturday

penat and penat and penat and lapar:(

hmm...dah pukul 7..belum dpt balik lagi laa...choiii...

sedih2...sepatutnya balik pukul 5 petang waktu MALAYSIA..ni da berlarutan 2 JAM DAH NIE....grrr....selalu mcm ni..menyampah i nokk..

nape la doctor suka buat ward round time2 nk dkat pukul 5...then discharge kan patient pulak..grr.:(...ahh...xkira....kul 7.15pm nk g hantar kesemuanya ke ward...biar nurse yg dispens!hahaha..perut dah berkeronconggggg lagu cascada dah ni..ayoyoyo...hahhaha...hmm....


oh..dia pergi futsal..maybe jap lagi jumpe la kot...
zasssss....

oh oh..

eh.. kalau selalu sakit badan,letih2 tu kenapa ehh?

any ideas?in my opinion,maybe because tak cukup rehat,tak cukup tido,kurang darah dlm badan,kurang energy..but im not sure if there is any connection with some other kind of disease..hmm...wonder...pelik2...


sedang mencari konklusi kenapa jadi begitu...if sekali kala tu xpe la...ni mcm selalu aje..hmm..tidak la aku tahu....

why im asking?nothing just wondering why.....emm..

15 mins to 9pm..hooreyy!!

:'(

angkat la phone...i miss you......hmm..:(..npe hari ni mmg cmni ke?semalam happy,tdi pagi happy,ni tadi petang jadi x happy pulak..apedaa.pfft.


dah la gastrik...hmmph..tbe2 je pulak gastrik..dah new year macam2 la.hm...mood swing pulak..choii....


sakit perut......huwargh!!!!!!cepat la 9pm nk balikkk!!!!!
sakit tekak+flu ni bila nk habisss!!!!!muda2 dah mcm2 sakit!!!!urghh

ha ha ha

emm...kalau bf/gf u all merajuk ape yg korang akn buat?pujuk?or biar je die ok sendiri?huhu...
kaum lelaki pun pandai merajuk kann...xfaham i....kadang2 mengalahkan kaum perempuan...

contoh:mcm ni,die call/text,tpi kite xangkat or kite reply lambat msg tu,nnt bla kte call back,die xangkat,then bile kite reply msg die,nnt die reply mcm nak tak nak..tang tu dah tau la si dia merajuk...aite...huhu..tpi pada cerita sebenarnya,bukan xnk angkat call/text back,TETAPI time tu ada kerja yg perlu diuruskan..dan x sempat nak angkat call tu....bila dah extreme buzy,u can't afford nk layan semua pihak kan...last2 mesti ada satu pihak yg xsempat dilayan....zassss.!

bukan sengaja la syg.....buzy sgt tadi..faham2 la tmpt kerja ni mcmne...hmm....dah2..jangan merajuk ok..nnt kita pergi minum starbucks sama2 ok!i tau u suke minum iced frappucino kan?nnt kite pi ok.....la la la...huhu...

lelaki xelok merajuk lama2,...nnt kedut2 timbul.xhandsome sudah....huhuhu...
tpi kan lelaki merajuk ni kadang2 cute kan....hahahahaha..choiiii...!

monday

3rd jan.
ok.penat.nk demam.selsema.sakit tekak.mmg pakej yg best..F.O.C je...tak perlu bayar..hahaha...hmm....

badan xselesa.mkn pun xselera..mood pun mcm ape je tah...grr.

arghh..dah la hari ni standby.balik pukul 5.30pm pulakk...adoi..bdn da letih yg amat nie...helpp!!!!:(..dah la ubat byk stok xde...sei la...choii...

;(...mode:mengantuk..

sunday

2nd january.at home.:)...going out after this..im lucky i don't have any oncalls yesterday,today,tomorrow...LOL..i think i might be having a sore throat.urgh.


hmm.not much to tell.2nd day of new year.i woke up late.yea,unwell.then after breakfast,i get stomach-ache.:(...ouchh..maybe it's yesterday's food.
now itself,onlining,facebooking,blogging while waiting for my all time favourite tv series..CSI!!..new york starts at 12,miami at 1,vegas at 2..wee!i've missed lots of the episode. ..buzy with things..lol..

ok..one thing to share...imma shopaholic.but then,this time around,i haven't got myself into the mall itself!!!!!!!un-bloody-believable!!got my paycheck already...but i don't know.maybe my moods haven't flow yet..still i wonder why...i don't even know whether the sale is in or have crossed the finish line.?:(...whateverr.


oh..so the school starts tomorrow...for those kids,all the best!!!have fun at school!have u guys prepare things for tomorrow?uniforms,shoes,bags,books?...aww..i kinda miss school..just the environment.i don't really favour my face back then..LOL....awful,but still thankful im not deform..to my niece and nephews..hahaha....please please please,study hard for this new bloody semester.get good grades...then ur aunt will give you some treats...


ohh....this new year,it means my age is ascending!!!!!NO!!!....can't believe it..time goes by so fast...i just felt like it was yesterday...im only 17..as time goes by.....LOL.unbelievable!!!!

oh no...today im kinda talkative in this blog...it's ok.my own blog yaww..(u_u)



I miss him.you.gfs.family.friends.

hello 2011!

forget about 2010.lets talk about 2011!..happy new year peeps!!may this new year brings prosperous,happiness,and all the good things..

for me...all that i wish this year would be much better than last year.may im happier.merrier,and having good fortune.

i got lots of wishlist(s) to be fulfill this year!!it's a secret...so i would spill in this blog.:)..
let it be something unexpectable.LOL!


again peeps.happy new year!be better than last year and happy all the way!well..im gonna pen off..going out for awhile.got some things to buy..;p

later!
till then
xx.