urgh

there's a person that i wanna call BITCH.

who?let me be the only one to know.

i'll not revealed HERE

maybe someday

you'll know

im not the person who loves to talk bad about people..

but it involved my life,oh yeah,u're messing with me

and yes.i took an effort to be nice with ya,

but u give me shit..urgh

thanks for that

now we dont have any ties or bonds

it feels so nice to call you bitch

bitch

i feel sorry for you bitch.

so sorry,

cuz you're so bitch!

...again....

hahaha..sangat bosan..amat bosan..nk balikk rumahh.....huuu..sedang menghitung saat2 untuk kembali kerumah...haha..hm

esok kerja lagi.wahh..so penat....staff ramai xbalik dari cuti ag.kesimpulannye,lack of staff..ishh...xsbr nk habis on call nie.


smbil menikmati biskut tiger dan melayari facebook...smbil itu juga saye menulis blog ini..lolx.

okayy..im talking crap...pardon me.huhu...urgh..so bored...lucky ade fb yg setia menemani...lolx


hahahahahaha....hari ni tak buzy.cool!boleh la rest sikit2..okie dokie..next post coming up..

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why it turns out to be this way

when i pray it'll be the end

when im hoping it'll be a happy ending for me

things doesn't work well

how i wonder why

there's blessing behind all of this

pros and cons

unfortunate?or stuck with the wrong person?

huh.only God knows

how i cried for this,

how i can't even fake a smile

just because of this

it leaves a scar deep in my heart

when i say i LOVE you

i MEANT it

when i said we can't get along,

then there must be a reason why?

ASK yourself.

yeah,im not a saint

hm.

i pray for your happy ending.

now and always

thanks for everything.

good morning!

good morning people!

it's 16th feb.still it's a public holidayy

im stuck at this hospital.

huh.i had my breakfast already

the good thing about being on duty is all that i think is about work work work.

so,less hungry..LOL.

it's 10.30 am.staring at this screen.waiting for patient or any related things.

lucky we have a radio over here..if not,i'll be dead by now.haha

today im so in the mood of writing.

so i might spill anything that i want

hm.of all sudden i recall the past.

the past is a memory.will always be.

why o why?when im sitting alone,i kept on reminiscing.

about what i have done.with him.

what we've shared.anything from personal to music

but i can say that that is one of the good memory

im not perfect.i admit that.1 thing for sure,i accept the way it is

but the other party didn't.

so it's unfair to me.even if u can change,but it's still you.

so drama.pathetic.

hm.i know u may have a new person in your life.

i can feel that.

girl's instinct.aite.whatever.

remembering it hurts.

it's ok.

u've find one,i'll find mine too.

sooner or later.

i'll go with the flow

i know i will.

..tired-ness..

huh....i haven't get enough rest....i've been buzy since last week.ugh..not feeling well at the same time..i can't wait for all of this to end...this on-call thing drives me crazy...ugh...what can i do...i need holidayyyyys..soon..i'll have one...i know that


next...why does dr's have a very NICE handwriting...sometimes it makes us wanna puke...ugh..sorry didnt meant to insult..lox..but its true.it takes me like years to fathom their handwriting....now i can say that i can read those handwriting...lolx......


okay..change topic..i'm on duty till 5 pm...gosh..its 3.32 already..im doing nothing..just posting this blog,while waiting for patient who wants to pick up their meds.....not that buzy today..but i want to go home....ughh


call me workaholic..work.work.work.no time for pleasure.my face defines work.ha ha..yeah...current mode.working.before,studying..to be frank,i do miss my studying years....even it feels nauseous to read all the notes,presentation,exams and stuff,it's less tiring i guess.all you have to think is one word:STUDY.open the notes,revising,and you are good to go...while working,there are lots of things to be taken care of..people around you..huu...


oh yeahh...i need new LOVE.omg,did i just say LOVE?hahaha..it's a long way to go.i dont know.love hurts.to find someone,who accepts you the way you are,it's hard.well im waiting for it to come...sooner or later...*sigh*...if it do come now,i can say that im blessed..but it's too early to jump into any conclusion...all that i can say,i waiting for my lucky prince to come..who?let it be a mystery...lolx..



even im not that lucky in relationship,i still have my familia,bffs,friends,job..<3...

future love,i'll be waiting..(:

can't wait to go home...

...im back!...

at last im back!it's been a long time i haven't post any blog...well,im too buzy to write..and now im ready to spill!

lots of things happened,and yes.it hurts...i've been in major depression and not-so-happy situation...now,i guess im a better...(maybe)....right now im at the hospital.why?im working,say,im on duty...ugh...so boring....btw,happy chinese new year !!today it's still a holiday and im hungry!!!daymm...


yesterday i had lunch with my besties at my resident....yay!at last ur back home!i miss you so much darla!!...we had some girl's talk and yes it's fun even it's just for a short time...

well baby,next time we'll hangout longer kay!